The thing that's going thru my mind at the moment is picturing myself right in the comfort of my own home. I really miss home(singapore) alot.
I really miss having the close proximity of family members. The warmth within the house, the security and the love that fills the house. It's pretty much impossible to replace. It's weird...but yes, I really miss home heaps!!! *sobzs* Apart from the fact that I'm trying to reassure myself that in less than a month i would be on the plane heading back to sunny singapore, its probably the longest 1 mth that I'll have to endure.
Can't wait to be back and stand on singapore grounds man!
I miss my family, i miss my bedroom, my bed,
I miss my best freinds (jo and manling),
I miss my team mates and all my other wonderful friends,
I miss kayaking in the dirty waters of kallang basin (hahahah..those were the days)
I miss local food, with all the chilli and sambal...seafoood, sugar cane, roti prata, chicken feet noodles from the coffee shop next to my flat
I miss walking ard orachard aimlessly with my friends
I miss the happening nite life, the clubbing outings....
I miss playing tennis with manling
I miss the accesiblility and efficient transport network in SG (wait till u come to aust and see how rediculiosly long u have to wait for the next bus if u miss one)
I miss the fact that u can just stay out late and not worry too much abt safety........
It's not helping!!!! Damn! Feels as if there's so much to do and catch up with when i return, yet so little time. Anyway, guess there's no point rambling over it eh? Need to get back on track and focus on the exams for now....trying to tell myself that in another 13 days to be exact and it'll all be over!
As for now...swimming time...need to take a breather and let lose all the stress, worries and tension within me....*swim swim swim* lalalallalala....
Can't believe it...last day of uni today! WooohOOO! Super amazing how time just passes by just like that! *snap* Went to uni early this morning for my LAST 2 lectures in hope that the wonderful lecturers would be nice enough to reveal some exams hints and stuff! But NO...they wern't that nice ok! Bloody hell....total waste of my time, almost feel asleep in psychology lect man. So pissing off man....damn! Looks like its back to relying on my instincts to spot topics and questions once again....here we go back to the old drawing board again! *sighz*
Slept really late last night, was up studying. Felt pretty lathargic today. In addition to the pain in my nasal cavity and the cranky, grouchy mood i've been in....guess it just didn't make it any better for me. My right calf is hurting real bad....i have no idea how i got it either....i reckon it was due to the recent days of continuous skipping in preparation for our human movement skipping presentation. Darn!
Friday= Touch rugby day. Yup, met up with the rest of the babes for our weekly game. The weather was real good, great day to play. Personally for me, today's game was a really crappy one for me....as i would quote from Mish, ''Super Cannot Make it Man!" Yea, felt so tired easily and very breathless as well. Ok, i know giving excuses ain't the way out, but I totally attribute my poor performance to the pain in my nose and the lack of sleep that I've got. Couldn't even believe my own performance....really sucky man. Totally lost my form today! Well....i assure u babes that next week I'll play better ya....sorry for the lousy game today. Yup, and i will try to conserve my energy by expanding the 3/4 energy that i expel on laughing and screaming to more constructive energy sources for running and scoring tires! *wink*
Super sian man. Just completed revising yet another chapter of organisational behaviour. I really hate this unit man....ok, maybe hate is too strong a word. It's not like it's hell boring...i guess what puts me off over this unit is the fact that its covers such a broad and general aspect that it makes studying for it harder. So many points to remember and theories to put into practice....situations vary from one org to another. I guess I'm the kind of person who perfers stated facts...fixed...those u just have to memorise....makes things so much easier, at least u don't have to crack ur brain as hard. Oh well....what should i do now??? think think think!!!!......
Finding it hard to actually bring myself together, settle down to study...HELP!