Yes Yes, like what everyone in Perth's talking about now....The RESULTS are OUT!!! Logged into the student access site and I totally couldn't believe what I got...It's really way way better than I expected, and yea,I'm really pleased with my results. Finally, it's like this lingering weight lifed off my chest...coz I really thought that I seriously like really seriously screwed up my Human Biology practical! But none the less...I'm contented and overjoyed. Had to immediately ring my parents up to share the good news! Looks like all that hard work and time spent mugging away has paid off!
Yesterday was a typical boring Sunday for me...spent most of my day trying to re-arrange files in my lappie and burning them out onto CD's....
Hmmmmm....for some apparent reason I've been feeling super restless the past few days.I dunno...but it feels as if I'm personally going through an emotional rollercoaster, not anything of a major sort, but still ultimately affects one. I guess now coz it's the holidays so more time to think and reflect abt stuff, and hence the tendency to think more and let ur mind wonder. But yea, begin apart, far away from ur family, friends and love ones....It's just HARD!!! Ok...so technology has created the email and phones, but it's no where close to having the individual physically there...It's hard to explain but it's just totally different. The feelings that I'm going thru is like so complex and I just feel as if I've been sucked into a whirlpool of some sort.
Partly I reckon it's bcoz I come from a really close knit family...so yea, being separated for so long is a huge step. Ok, so girls are more sensitive and emotional...but that's a bad excuse! It's both physcially and emotionally draining to keep friendships and relationship going on despite the distance...and it's a part that both parties have to play, not just a one sided affair.
Was talking to Joanna last night and it kinda was a wake up call for me. I guess now I know what she must have felt when she entered NUS and kinda drew away from the rest of us. Everyone claims that they're busy and stuff and no time for this and that....ok easier said than done but I feel that if u really wanna do something , no matter how busy one is, through some means u'll definitely be able to fork out some time to commit and make the effort to keep in contact. Oh well...would u considering this as I'm complaining? Well...I guess it's just a phase of life that I've gotta go thru... I think many alike share the same sentiments, just that it's not heard...but it really hurts yea???
To Jo: Thank you for taking the time out last night to share with me....really got me thinking and reflecting. Ah yes, hahaha, remember whatever we said yea? Must try to maintain the trio diary! Take care and have fun preparing for the orientation back in NUS....love ya babe!